Wow, is it really 9 days since I wrote my last blog, well they do say time flies when you are having fun!
Seriously, I can’t believe how fast last week went. It only seems to be 5 minutes ago I was setting off in the snow for my drive down to work.
Where has the time gone?
Last week was a brilliant week, shattering but a bloody good one and you know what… I had NO wobbles!!!! To be fair, I don’t think there was time to have one!!!
It was soooooo good to see everyone at work again, I don’t think I have ever had so many hugs!
Although work was intense, being around people and back to “normality” did me the world of good! I even managed to fit in a run in the hotel gym, bit rude though as I had to queue for a bloody treadmill!!! Wtf – January “new gym” goers!!!
I was super proud of myself though as I managed to run for a whole 30 minutes and with just my Sinead O’Connor look! I think I have gone past caring at the stares!
The oils came with me into the office as did the fan! Thank fu$k for the fan! Those ba$tard hot flushes kept making an appearance, I’m so glad I’d warned everyone and also worn layers!
Jumper on, jumper off, jumper on, jumper off was the theme of the day!
A few months back I would never have dreamt of wearing sleeveless tops and dresses in winter but not when “Harry” the hot flush can make a bloody appearance!
Anyways…..Saturday was another milestone for me, I went along to little man’s swimming lesson.
Yep for the first time in months I also went along to the pool, it’s somewhere I have avoided during chemo as we all know that those changing rooms are germ zones!
I was so excited about seeing the little man swim that I forgot to put the wig on! Instead I had my pink woolly beanie on, which was fine outside in the freezing cold but I didn’t quite think through to the temperature in the changing rooms!
I got as far as the obligatory toilet stop before his lesson when I could feel the bloody furnace heating up in my chest.
Shit! Bollo$ks! I thought!
I needed to get the fricking hoody and beanie off …. fast!!!!
“What you doing, Mummy?”
“Mummy’s hot” I replied
“Hot flush, Mummy?”
Jeeeeezzzzz for a split second I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry!
Kids really don’t miss a trick do they???
Well there was no bloody way I was putting that hoody or woolly hat back on…. sod the “stares”…. I don’t give a shi£ that morning”, nothing was gonna get in my fun of watching my little nemo swim!
Now, where is a fridge to sit in when you need one????