So 2 weeks ago, it was time to face the music and have my first mammogram since Lenny was evicted. I must admit, it was not an experience I was looking forward to……
The bad boob is still so bloody sore even without being sandwich pressed into the “boob toastie” machine and of course you can’t help but think “what if it’s come back”???
The actual mammogram itself was fine, at least this time they didn’t pump dye and turned my arm into Popeye the Sailor man unlike my first mammogram!
It was a few days later when the after effects of the “squash” started to kick in – I tell you it was more bloody painful than the boob surgery!!
It’s not been easy 9 days of “waiting”…. I’ve been quite a stroppy cow at times and my usual “motivated” self had completely lost her mojo. It didn’t help that 2 weeks ago I had to call hubby to come and pick me up half way through my 11 mile training run. I am sure someone is really trying to “test” me at the moment…… First the suspected stress fracture now my bloody knee is hurting.
I haven’t got time for injuries, I’ve got great north run in less than 3 weeks!! Sod off injuries.
I’ve felt like my life has been on “hold” until the results. I wasn’t expecting bad news but I just needed see it in writing!
So last Wednesday was results day. Hubby and I had agreed – if it was good news, we were going out for dinner, if it was bad news I was getting pi$$ed!!
I’d just literally sat down in my consultant’s office when I heard “your mammogram is clear”!!!! Wooohhoooo I felt like a free woman!, I refrained from giving him a big hug and kiss and instead had a boob inspection, I don’t think I have ever been “inspected” so much but best to be extra safe than sorry.
The consultant was so pleased with the new boobs that he asked if he could take pics for a training seminar on the reconstruction technique that I had, not quite a page 3 model but I’ve asked for half the royalties!
My day got better …… I went to get my knee checked and I have weird band syndrome, I know I know but chemo brain kicks in at all the wrong times!!! Apparently common for runners but it isn’t a show stopper! It does mean no running at the moment but she did say I could try a very SLOW jog…… OMG what a day!!!!
Gemsy is back, complete with Mojo !!